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social security is fucked up and won't let me take over my own fucking account even though i'm a legal adult and my mom no longer claims me on her taxes and i don't fucking live under her roof. so on friday when i go get my new social security card, fuck her, she is fucking setting up the appointment so i can change it to ME. fuck. i'm the one getting the benefits and applying for disability. lskdjflsdkjfs.
i need a job fucking bad. like, it's horrible. if i had a printer i could print out job applications and shit. life is so boring when all you can do is drink shitty beer that people buy and smoke weed that other people feel like sharing. if i could go do other stuff like.. go out and do stuff.. it would be better. also i need to give wendell's parents some money for rent since i eat their food and use their power and water and don't give them anything ><
but we as a family (because they put me on the application too) just got approved for $494 a month in food stamps so that's awesome! my old family can suck it because i have a new one. once i get my mom out of my social security shiznits i'll be basically free. other than getting my stupid savings bonds.
sldkfjlsdkjfsldkjf i need money T__T
I CERTAINLY HAVE BEEN BUSY LATELY.
...haven't i?
25 June 2009 @ 12:33 am
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25 June 2009 @ 12:32 am
11 June 2009 @ 08:17 pm
in a strange turn of events, i have decided to go to the local community college and get a degree in nursing. i also need a lot of money very shortly so i can pay off my loans from school (which are thankfully only like three thousand dollars as opposed to 394867394863) so i can get more loans for this nursing school........ and a home loan.
yeah, call me crazy but i'm going to get ready to buy a house. the market is good for buying right now since i don't have to sell another home, plus i mean.. i need a house..? for my future children and stuff, like.. i'd like to have to peace of mind that if i accidentally get pregnant i'll have a place to .. put the kid. ahaha that sounds kindof horrible but i mean, right now i'm living in my boyfriend's parents' house which has a really bad roach problem and six cats. and if it accidentally happens then i don't want to have to have a newborn in there ><
flskdjlsdkj i don't have any time any more and no computer. but i miss all of you people and i miss keeping up with all of you T__T
05 June 2009 @ 05:25 pm
i didn't die, i just sold my laptop.
i had to move out of amber's because her brother's wife is a stupid bitch. she went mehind amber's and my back and tried to make us mad at each other and stop being friends, and that's just unacceptable.
mitchell who is amber's brother went to jail for 90 days because he's retarded, but i think he's talking because he had like 6 charges.
i moved in with my boyfriend and his parents because i had no place to live.
i'm still jobless, but hopefully that will change soon.
after i pay off my loans from unc-asheville and that disaster, i'm going to the local community college to get an associate's in early childhood education so i can work towards owning a daycare or going on to get state certified at a state school so i can have a higher level early education job.
however, my dad thinks this is a horrible idea and has basically disowned me, and refuses to give me savings bonds that are mine so i can pay off loans and get a car and get a job and go to COA.
my mom is pretending to be nice and whatever but she won't give me the phone numbers i need to call the loan people.
basically life is really unproductive and filled with activities that are less than legal. and i want to change that, but right now i need money.
surprisingly .. i'm the happiest i've ever been in my life.
i had to move out of amber's because her brother's wife is a stupid bitch. she went mehind amber's and my back and tried to make us mad at each other and stop being friends, and that's just unacceptable.
mitchell who is amber's brother went to jail for 90 days because he's retarded, but i think he's talking because he had like 6 charges.
i moved in with my boyfriend and his parents because i had no place to live.
i'm still jobless, but hopefully that will change soon.
after i pay off my loans from unc-asheville and that disaster, i'm going to the local community college to get an associate's in early childhood education so i can work towards owning a daycare or going on to get state certified at a state school so i can have a higher level early education job.
however, my dad thinks this is a horrible idea and has basically disowned me, and refuses to give me savings bonds that are mine so i can pay off loans and get a car and get a job and go to COA.
my mom is pretending to be nice and whatever but she won't give me the phone numbers i need to call the loan people.
basically life is really unproductive and filled with activities that are less than legal. and i want to change that, but right now i need money.
surprisingly .. i'm the happiest i've ever been in my life.
16 April 2009 @ 01:07 pm
so when my boyfriend had court.. he had a posession charge hahahahaha :D now he's on unsupervised probation for a year. that's not really that bad because .. he basically just has to show up to his PO's office when they call.
and he's spent the past three nights with me, which is awesome, because i found out that i sleep much better when i'm not alone. so right now i'm well-rested and AWESOME. but he has to leave for work at 5:45 or so, which sucks, but i wake him up and get up with him and stuff. HOWEVER. this morning, somehow, i woke up and got him ready and then MAGICALLY i woke up and he was gone. T_______________T
now i needs to see him so i can have my kisses hahahaha
but seriously, it's so awesomely rad to roll over in the middle of the night and get hugs and kisses and then go back to sleep.
AND HE HAS A FAST CAR. seriously. we went a hundred miles an hour on a backroad and i just about died of happy. and he's 22 so he can legally get magic things like.. drinks. hahaha
ALSO I HAVE A JOB NOW. i work at mcdonald's :D
apparently social security wants to give me a large check, which.. i won't complain about. any money anyone wants to give me, actually, would receive no complaint from me.
and mitchell wants to use this computer so yeah, i must stop typing even though i don't want to. butthead.
and he's spent the past three nights with me, which is awesome, because i found out that i sleep much better when i'm not alone. so right now i'm well-rested and AWESOME. but he has to leave for work at 5:45 or so, which sucks, but i wake him up and get up with him and stuff. HOWEVER. this morning, somehow, i woke up and got him ready and then MAGICALLY i woke up and he was gone. T_______________T
now i needs to see him so i can have my kisses hahahaha
but seriously, it's so awesomely rad to roll over in the middle of the night and get hugs and kisses and then go back to sleep.
AND HE HAS A FAST CAR. seriously. we went a hundred miles an hour on a backroad and i just about died of happy. and he's 22 so he can legally get magic things like.. drinks. hahaha
ALSO I HAVE A JOB NOW. i work at mcdonald's :D
apparently social security wants to give me a large check, which.. i won't complain about. any money anyone wants to give me, actually, would receive no complaint from me.
and mitchell wants to use this computer so yeah, i must stop typing even though i don't want to. butthead.
15 April 2009 @ 12:27 pm
so i have a new boyfriend :D
and this time he doesn't suck at life. he's seriously the sweetest, most generous, nicest fucking guy in the entire world, and he treats me like a fucking queen. it's fucking awesome. oh, and we have awesome sex. which is how it all started.. we were friends with benefits and talking all like OH I DON'T WANT TO DATE BEING SINGLE IS W
and .. last night he and i were sitting on the couch, and ama was sitting with us.. and she was all talking about how cute we look together and how happy we look and stuff.. and this was after he and i had a talk about how bad of a girlfriend i am but that it's time for me to change my ways. so he looks up at me and says "so.. are you ready to be my baby?"
LSDKJFLSKJDFLSDKJFLSDKJFLSDJKFSLDF
it was so sweet :D
EXCEPT. right now, he's on his way to court, because apparently he had court this morning and didn't show. and i don't want him to go to jail wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
time to MOVE OUR CRAP INTO THE NEW HOUSE AWWWWWW
and this time he doesn't suck at life. he's seriously the sweetest, most generous, nicest fucking guy in the entire world, and he treats me like a fucking queen. it's fucking awesome. oh, and we have awesome sex. which is how it all started.. we were friends with benefits and talking all like OH I DON'T WANT TO DATE BEING SINGLE IS W
and .. last night he and i were sitting on the couch, and ama was sitting with us.. and she was all talking about how cute we look together and how happy we look and stuff.. and this was after he and i had a talk about how bad of a girlfriend i am but that it's time for me to change my ways. so he looks up at me and says "so.. are you ready to be my baby?"
LSDKJFLSKJDFLSDKJFLSDKJFLSDJKFSLDF
it was so sweet :D
EXCEPT. right now, he's on his way to court, because apparently he had court this morning and didn't show. and i don't want him to go to jail wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
time to MOVE OUR CRAP INTO THE NEW HOUSE AWWWWWW
15 April 2009 @ 11:57 am
15 April 2009 @ 11:53 am
14 April 2009 @ 04:01 pm
WHY DID YOU MAKE ME READ FIFTEEN YEAR OL
god i was so stupid. i said ten things about myself and like 7 of them were about j-rock. jesus. i was so fucking retarded.
god i was so stupid. i said ten things about myself and like 7 of them were about j-rock. jesus. i was so fucking retarded.
11 April 2009 @ 01:33 pm
so i've been up since YESTERDAY. we smoked weed all fucking night and went to ihop at 6 am hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i miss waffle house.
i miss waffle house.
11 April 2009 @ 03:52 am
11 April 2009 @ 12:29 am
OH HEY FRIENDS LIST
GUESS WHAT I AM DOING TONIGHT
THATS RIGHT IM GETTING BUSY. I CERTAINLY AM GETTING BUSY.
GUESS WHAT I AM DOING TONIGHT
THATS RIGHT IM GETTING BUSY. I CERTAINLY AM GETTING BUSY.
10 April 2009 @ 11:14 pm
fucking i LOVE THIS NEIGHBORHOOD.
I LOVE LIVING HERE. I LOVE BEING A POOR TRAILER PARK SLUT.
also i don't know why i was doing caps by holding down shift. i guess i like the challenge.
but seriously this is so much better than everything. and amber wants to finish a myspace survey so i'll be back later.
I LOVE LIVING HERE. I LOVE BEING A POOR TRAILER PARK SLUT.
also i don't know why i was doing caps by holding down shift. i guess i like the challenge.
but seriously this is so much better than everything. and amber wants to finish a myspace survey so i'll be back later.
10 April 2009 @ 01:39 pm
babiezzzzzzzzzzzzz
v\rhthhthtthhrxht hjhen nbc n
and that is what she says.
how much of a slut do you have to be to have had eleven sexual partners since july 08?
the answer is, i don't give a flying fuck.
v\rhthhthtthhrxht hjhen nbc n
and that is what she says.
how much of a slut do you have to be to have had eleven sexual partners since july 08?
the answer is, i don't give a flying fuck.
09 April 2009 @ 06:56 pm
09 April 2009 @ 02:49 pm
sooooooooooooooooooooooo like three minutes ago i found out andrew got back together with his ex. and that they are moving into our backyard. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
at least i will sleep knowing that every night, bobbi will be inhaling the scent of poopoo.
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
at least i will sleep knowing that every night, bobbi will be inhaling the scent of poopoo.
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
09 April 2009 @ 12:54 pm
amber and i are officially wifes now. because we took a shower together last night. haaaaaaaaaaahahaha
right now the bathroom is horrible.. like there's sheetrock everywhere from us having to redo the ceiling, and there were leaves in the ceiling because a tree fell on the roof.. and there was a giant piece of pink insulation in the tub. so i was running around yelling I DONT WANT TO TOUCH THE GIANT PINK THIN
EPIC WIN.
so............. rob still hasn't replied, and i don't care. the only thing i care about is why the hell would he delete me from his friends..? WHY ARE PEOPLE SO RETARDED ON THE INTERN
i don't want a boyfriend right now anyways. boyz r dumb. plus, being single is better because then you can do whatever you want, lololol.
right now the bathroom is horrible.. like there's sheetrock everywhere from us having to redo the ceiling, and there were leaves in the ceiling because a tree fell on the roof.. and there was a giant piece of pink insulation in the tub. so i was running around yelling I DONT WANT TO TOUCH THE GIANT PINK THIN
EPIC WIN.
so............. rob still hasn't replied, and i don't care. the only thing i care about is why the hell would he delete me from his friends..? WHY ARE PEOPLE SO RETARDED ON THE INTERN
i don't want a boyfriend right now anyways. boyz r dumb. plus, being single is better because then you can do whatever you want, lololol.
08 April 2009 @ 03:22 pm
so this dumb bitch who WAS my boyfriend decided that he's not. without telling me. and won't speak to me.
which is all good because now i can fuck my way through the USA and not feel guilty.
TAKE THAT YOU DUMBASS TAKE IT.
besides. my new man toy is hotter :D
he was a wrestler in high school and he's wayyyyyyyyyyy sexy. big huge brown eyes, luscious lips, he's sweeeeeeeeet as sugar, and he and i totally click. and his name is andrew. which is a name i like. hahahaha
sexysexysexysexyman.
aaaaaand he's awesome at sex. like, no lie, he knows how to work with what he has lololol. he was the one who told me i was a blowjob machine aaaaaaaaahahahahaha
my landlord and his friend are fixing our kitchen cabinets. and then we do the kitchen floor. and then we do the bathroom. and then we move in the washer and dryer. and then we move in the baby's stuff. and then we move in our stuff. and then we're really living in a real house :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
which is all good because now i can fuck my way through the USA and not feel guilty.
TAKE THAT YOU DUMBASS TAKE IT.
besides. my new man toy is hotter :D
he was a wrestler in high school and he's wayyyyyyyyyyy sexy. big huge brown eyes, luscious lips, he's sweeeeeeeeet as sugar, and he and i totally click. and his name is andrew. which is a name i like. hahahaha
sexysexysexysexyman.
aaaaaand he's awesome at sex. like, no lie, he knows how to work with what he has lololol. he was the one who told me i was a blowjob machine aaaaaaaaahahahahaha
my landlord and his friend are fixing our kitchen cabinets. and then we do the kitchen floor. and then we do the bathroom. and then we move in the washer and dryer. and then we move in the baby's stuff. and then we move in our stuff. and then we're really living in a real house :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
08 April 2009 @ 03:21 pm
NO NO NO JUST KIDDING I WOULD NAME IT PENIS.